I Am That I Am
and
In My Mind The Universe Explodes
and
I Am GodDivA
and
In My Eyes The Universe Gives Up Its Secrets
Pretending to care about all these things,
I imagine the day You walk into my life You stop, and undisturbed by all my talents, unmoved by all my vices, You Stay.
I wait for You wait for You wait for You Are You coming soon?
Pretending to care about anything at all
the color or my hair the bills to be paid coming to work smelling fresh being on time who cares? who cares? what people think of me who cares?
for You it is all for You none of it matters. Who cares? without You
Are You on Your way? Please come soon.
Who am I Who am I Who am I
ugly or beautiful smart or stupid smell good or stink worthy of good things, or worthy of nothing? the star or the dirt?
if you could see me completely all of me be inside of me & look at world with my eyes, know my every thought & know the reason for my every motion the unreason too,
would you still like me?
naked in my skin, see every curve & every color if you could swim the depths of my heart & my mind, if you could meet my soul see the beautiful & the ugly
fly through the landscapes inside of me the butterflies, kitty kats & hummingbirds the monsters slimy slugs, the stinky creatures that hide & come out only in the dark.
if you could see all all of me, would you still like me?
if you could see it if you could comprehend it all would you deny you know me, or would you move closer to me would you still
touch me?
I am your Earth Your mountains and forests and cathedrals Diosa peach and red and round I am your air unseen you are surrounded by me you live me you live inside of me as you breathe in and out of me, your Diosa.
My Dios, You!
My skin and my lips are dry for You You are my oceans rivers and thirst gratifying you cover most of Me and you go deep deep inside of My most sacred, most hidden secrets unexplored undiscovered from beginning of time, ever, end of time till I conceal and keep them only for You, My Dios, only for Dios Me
only You, my Lord and King are able and permitted to part my seas and my days into the nights and you put inside me all the little life in the depths of Me Me, Dios.
You are my Corazon,
the fiery consuming raging yellow orange red center hiding known only by Your currents drowning furious dark blue black storming invasions oceans unseen to the outside of us You, Dios, at my core enfolded by the safety strength solidity of Me
And together, We are Dios and Diosa no longer attached at a dead piece of a rock a rib but by the corason, my core your fiery heart.
One and the same, our hot and red your corason dances and pulsates and thrusts and makes me all the whole of us turn round and round and round!
and You, My Dios, shall know and touch and taste Your Diosa and worship adore and pray to that which is Viviendo and known to be
Alive! My Dios! Alive!
and the Mind and Rock shall be our slaves conquered to abide serve and follow only our two living Bodies and our Heart alive
and Diosa with her Dios by desire not by contract. Why would I ever? Ever leave Your, Dios, side? Now that I touched and tasted You if in my thought only You!, my Dios, You are my creator You created Me!
inescapably unavoidably My Love the Hour set and appointed I shall be YourS
Mi Corazon,
beHolding You touching You knowing You
knowing of You that You exist in my thought, in my heart that beats only for You now in my understanding there is no other reason for Living
My Love.
having seen You it hurts so so much not having You here with me now
Your absence looming unimaginably real
the pain it burns and stands and rips apart and back together back inside
hurts, oh, hurts Mi Corazon
My Heart.
And when the nice, armed, unseen, stealth Limo came to get YOUR NEIGHBOR in the middle of the night or day to STRIP YOU NAKED of anything and everything that ever made you or makes YOU, WHAT’S LEFT of it IN YOU HU-man!!!!!
Except for your Breathing and Heart BEating and Eyes Seeing - Family and Friends Ties Tying and
That’s IT!
Nothing else even exists! This is it!
For this teany unimportant STUFF is ALL! The ONLY thing! Not even some DIGNITY nor RESPECT, no!, BABY! they have daily naked beatings and rapings for you instead!
For what’s left over after they take away everything everything everything that can be taken away except for your perception! You don’t even have your body, it belongs to them to beat and rape it over and over and over and to do scientific experiments with. All you are left, all you have left is a mind, shredds of minds and thoughts left over to perceive and watch this HAPPENING TO YOU.
And for these shredds of what used to be a mind and thought just perceiving and watching, ....
no more, not anymore WORDS ELUDING AND SLIPPING AWAY, GETTING NEW MEANINGS AND LOOSING ALL MEANINGS, ALL AT THE SAME TIME, for these left over scraps/shreds/left-overs of something-S, not even wanting to! but perceiveing-S!
YOU!
Managed to get yourself beat up and your body owned by someone else and raped and raped and scientificed upon, and still! somehow! YOU! managed! for SIX years, day, upon a day, upon a night, upon a day,
NOT TO JUST TAKE A LAST BREATH and smoke your last cigarette AND JUST CROAK!
Croak Yourself the HELL OUTTA THERE!
WHY? WHY? WHY? HOW?
Don’t tell me? It could not have been just so, just so you may TO SEE the sunshine? and the rain? and the moonshine? and MAYBE??! make EYE CONTACT, to see just one more LAST TIME your BELOVED? Maybe, cause you get this bad feeling the SMOKE said hello and one last good bye to YOU last WEEK, you don’t know what a week is, you COULD CARE LESS ABOUT time!!!!! Time is the only thing getting you out of there if you don’t croak yourself first and this stupid Time thing is going VERY VERY SLOWLY EVERY SECOND TAKES WHAT BACK IN THE ‘FREEDOM’ SEEMED TO BE MEASURED AS SOMETHING LIKE AN HOUR OR A WHOLE DAY!!!!
And you don’t even know, in fact you suspect very strongly you wount and still you don’t just croak yourself the HELL OUT-TA THERE! On the very unlikely OFF-CHANCE that you MIGHT!!!!! SEE YOUR BELOVED!!!! Look! Look! at the Stars!
When you have nobody and nothing in the World just EMPTINESS and stone cold SILENCE in your EARS and HEART = WOUMB.
The STARS! The silly little stupid beautiful expanding STARS! and the CLEAR CLEAN MOUNTAIN OR OCEAN AIR! give! you! your last! and least! and ONLY! reason! to keep breathing and to stay HERE
take one another breath and stay
a simple only one look at a night street ocean beach at the STARS
MAN
A Real M.A.N.
beside me, next to me, behind me, in front of me, holding my hand, my heart, my woumb in HIS hands heart body MIND...
Yes! I want to L.I.V.E !
and Breathe! and look at the stars and
Love Love Love Worship GIVE it All Anything and Everything and All Ways TO My Beloved
just the first person you need to be good to, is yourself stop being so mean to yourself all that shame all that guilt allways criticising yourself in your head allways comparing yourself allways looking for someone appearing worse then you so you can appear better by comparison but to whom? only to yourself
under neath we are all innocent as children it is just a matter of how deep if only we all knew it if only I could tell the whole world if only we could already start acting like it and our eyes shine with it and our voices ring and sing with it...
and then we can cry together for all the time we wasted and then we can just shine and laugh...
through the mouths of the People iT rises out of Nowhere and Returns from the Sacred Springs of the Earth and the Voice from the bottom of the Well puts back into al Lyra el Musike and out of la Noche and out of la Noche into le Musike la Lyra and out of la Noche and out of la Noche into el Musike al Lyra a dancing mosaic beauty & colors & water & fountains & & lights & rompe el Silencio llega de pronto llega de pronto rompe el Silencio porque el Amor *
Smile!
You are not dry and dead You are not a computer nor a rock
You are a Woman, and your heart longs . and aches to nourish & to nurture.
You are a Man, and your heart & mind wants to & needs to take care of & provide.
Your soul,
America,
dreams of freedom & happiness, and it dreams it could soar & . fly
& unless & until the Day You provide & nourish the least & the smallest &
the LAST of us
America’s Own little ones
Your baby & Your child Your Daughter & Your Son
America’s Very Own
& open & take us back into Your Heart
Your sleep shall continue to elude You at night & You shall find no PEACE & none of us no Woman no Man no Baby no Child not the Smallest & not the Biggest one of us
shall have our .
FREEDOM none of U.S. A.LL shall fly
Your Promise & Your - ‘Smile!’
shall remain . grotesque & . frightening
Your Mask
You may not know if you shall achieve your Desire, your Ambition, get your Wish, you may, you may not, you may even change your Mind, decide you want something else,
& if you have an Aspiration, a Purpose, if you have a little Wish, the moment you but make up your Mind that have it you may NOT, You make it so
I am only here to tell you, whispering in your ear, that so far, you have asked for so little. a grain of sand, when you can have the beach, a drop of water, when you can have ocean a little bed in a small room, when you can have the Earth, a little magic trick, when you could be GOD.
I built this Earth, for your pleasure. so you can do anything you want so you can have anything you want anytime you please. and if you like, I’ll tear it all down & rebuild it for you, because you are so sweet, your freedom, so pure
you know where to find me, follow your pleasure, I have always been with you. just turn around and look at me. talk to me, tell me what you want anything you want I am magic, I am powerful I snap my fingers, flick my wrist & make it appear for You.
And you deserve it all, & you should have it all that you want because you are so sweet, and your freedom so pure
I am here, you know where to find me follow your pleasure, your passion You know how to come to me, I have all ways been here. follow your delight I built this city, this beach, this ocean, for You, so you can go wherever you like, so you can go whenever you please anywhere you like, wonder the city, discover its beauties, laugh with people...
it is too much. too much to crawl from under. too much rubble more weight than i can hold. and breathe and thinks straight. but the smell of ocean coming on the breeze the beautiful music coming through the rubble the stretch of my muscles when i turn a certain way so i can stretch them. it’s too good to let go off. and so i continue to live. crushed under the rubble. that makes it so difficult to breathe. but when i do take a breath - GoD!, it is so GooD! it makes me cry. and still my mind isnt free, though it seems philosophically it could, but stuck in the rubble it isnt clear to think clearly, to get out, because there is a way. but in desperation, in Fear, in pain, in anger at the injustice, it longs to just escapar. change forth & leak out. to be free. become the breeze & fly away. to change form & die.
yet i wount move for fear i will loose body parts. i’m not giving up body parts. i like them, love them, enjoy them too much. there must be some way, some way to turn & slither out intact & whole to walk Free. Run & Dance & Swim in the Air.
To burn it all with me inside it surrounding it & recompose myself back from the atoms. better then before. and if there is a GoD, get your ass over here & help me. Now! i’m sick and tired of waiting, pleading, hoping, not knowing. Not knowing how to do it myself when my mind refuses, can not think clearly. Help me . Fix this for me Now. Let me walk & dance & jump & fly.
Help me, help, help i am Afraid to move a plank for fear the whole think my fall on me. i see so many of them, how do I start? where do I start? i’m discouraged, tired, scared, hurting. i get angry at myself when i will myself not to feel these things, but i feel them, and they all ways rebound back & smack me, hurting me more so instead of pushing them away, using so much energy, i will allow myself to feel them, please dont be mad at me that i am unable to just drop them. i dont know how, but i get mad at myself for not knowing. feel i am less then i should be, then i could be cause i am unable, dont know how. you, your mind unclouded by fear & anger & self reproach you can help me, and yet i feel guilty for asking you to.
I don’t know a way out, feel bad that i dont know and should & keep running around in this rat wheel. Help me, show me, tell me, send me your clarity & your ease. Whatever it is, however you can, whatever i deserve, send it all to me.
Let me fly & dance & breathe help me, help me, help me. Pull me out, show me a way out, laugh at me, yell at me, i dont care, save me or destroy me, but dont keep me living like this. i dont want no more. i give up & yet feel guilty that i shouldn’t, that i should know a way out, but my mind is screaming, crying, in pain, how can I? See a way out? What do you expect me to do? Tell me? So i know for sure, instead of further torchuring myself for being in this mess. Enough i am in this mess cramped, not moving, barely breathing, I must also be punished for being in it, because it’s my own damn fault for getting into it. but i dont know how i got into it and I dont know how to get out. whosoever fault it is, get me out.
Set me free or let me die or both, but dont leave me here like this. at least i could have continued to live like this, not knowing there is freedom, for me too, outside. but you come & make me all these promises. Tell me about the breeze & freedom outside and now i know it’s there and it makes living like this unbearable, wanting to be free & not knowing how to get there.
if I deserve to get there. Do I? Tell me this. Make me know it & never doubt it. Is it for me to live stuck in the rubble & see glimpses of the freedom out there in between the planks & chunks of concrete? Or can I get out? Am I stupid for not knowing how? Am I allowed to get out? Answer me these! Get me out, get me out, get me out, if I am allowed, or why not? What is my lot? Just answer & help me. Get me out.
Out of the Fear, out of the Pain. i dont want it. I want out. If it would mean death, I want out. Whatever it is, however it would be done I want out. NOW You are God, you know how. Get me out. In the fastest, least painful way. make it NOW, make it easy. talk to me, move me, free me, make your presence known. Loud & clear. This is what I want. Give me this. Thank you, God.
My Dear, My Beloved, My Lord My God! Please come to me, come to me quickly now, you have kept me waiting, now your presence known make yourself seen to my eyes, felt to my touch, come dance with me, and go down to my knees, make me, I am ready, now your presence known, I give in.
Come to me, not a Man but as a flesh and blood a God. Who knows he is a GoD!
Ok, You want to see me begging first? before you come? come flesh and blood, GOD himself and give me Life, Make me a Woman your, for a first time a Woman all all of me, at your feet, to command and please yourself and please me to treasure me and make me Your GodDivA your slave GodDivA herself finally in her place, at your side, at your command GodDivA
her very own self Mighty & Real Real Real & Mighty in her weakness, in her softness for you she, herself, all of her, her very own flesh - your flesh, for you, only for you, to enslave and own, for you, only for you flesh and blood a Man, Dios himself finally, finnaly, on his throne, right full with Diosa GodDivA at your feet, at your command, to enslave & please, please yourself and with yourself her, GodDivA.
So come, come, dont make me wait, come quickly now dont tease me, you’ve teased, played with me long enough, come quickly now, come dance with me, come play with me baila, baila, reina me, come quickly now, at your feet your Diosa, GodDivA herself, soft week, mighty mighty real GodDivA Diosa, at your, My Dios, my GoD, at your feet, my Dios.
Answer, answer, I am at your feet, come quickly now,
Get uP! Says her Dios - Get up, and look me in my Eyes. and don’t turn away, keep looking pleasure or fear or both, in Your eyes, My Diosa, watch, don’t break, look back into mine, as I take you, mine, GodDivA, My, GoD’s Diose’s Equal!
Softly, sweetly, watch watch, dont break the contact watch Me All Mighty, all powerful, mighty flesh & blood Dios, GoD himself take you, for his Own, forever finally His, and make you a GodDivA a Woman, DiosA,
Don’t break the contact, watch, listen, smell, feel, feel feel your skin, your lips, your flesh, your lips, tips of your breasts, watch as I take you make you Mine, make you DioS’es GoD's! flesh & blood! Himself, and You, a Woman, His GodDivA, DiosA. watch don’t break the contact, you are my Equal, I shall finally, have you conquered, my slave, my DiosA My Equal!
Oh, and My Woman, my Diosa, I have waited for You, so so long, since the beginning of time, I watched you, watched your every move of your body, imagined kissing your flesh, rupturing you, to make you my Woman, My GodDivA, My DiosA. I, flesh & blood Dios, GoD, himself, waited for you, to make you my Woman, My GodDivA, My, flesh & blood DiosA, Watch watch, quickly now, I am coming, don’t look away, I AM coming, quickly now My GodDivA my Woman
Diosa Me
Hey! Baby!
chemicals artificial substances You dont need them
Hey! Baby!
I Am Your Drug You just call ¡Me!
& when You feeling when You flying like a dragon breathing out fire all high and mighty
I will breathe myself Your fire in put it out for You
all high and mighty I will pull You straight back down, Baby, dont You worry
& Hey! Baby!
when You down brooding howling
You just call ¡Me!
I will take You back high cyclone and mighty I will give You Your last and only reason to stay living - !Me¡
You just call Me
& when You wanna in a mood, to see ¡Me! face to face
here ¡I! am Your Drug Your substance,
dozing lethal
- YourS. Truly. ...
You are here roaming inside, playing with my mind & heart, I talk to you inside my head & you talk back words come up from your music. I ask a question your words answer sometimes - it’s same as insanity, eerie - stop it!
Yesterday we had our first fight I said - I am lost, don’t know what to do, I don’t care - was your answer. I got mad, then I understood, you have your own longings, & questions to find & I thought I had answers, and then I grasped, no, no answers, no I don’t know, but I have the question, at the core of it all, you exist in my heart & mind, you exist, we dance we play we make love,
the question, ruins me, rips me apart, and builds me, and keeps me alive -
Do You Exist?
outside of my mind & heart? and it’s no longer - Do I deserve you? Someone as good as you. the Question at the center spinning it all
Do You Exist?
outside of my mind & heart?
Do You Exist? Are You Real? Shall I soon? Touch?
Or will you dissolve disappear fall away, take away, destroy the images, the flashes I have of you now? And how soon? Shall our eyes? lock
and when you are here, finally! physical, for me to touch
would you be gentle? with me, when I fail you & fail myself? would you cry? would you follow the pain?
would you be proud of me when I myself surpass & You? when you reach this pain? would you stay?
or would you leave me desert me? trade me? for another? would you smile when false & untrue you grasp...
or would you give me your faith, and lay yourself down, when I give you mine?
would you kill for our Love?
or would you kill my Life?
* * * I have killed for you * * *
I have killed for You
& I have never even met You.
every breath I ever take I take for You I always have and I forever will
I moved continents I redirected rivers
for You
I visited hells and I ran, though I thought there was no way,
I have seen heavens, but I packed up & I continued
because You weren’t there I could not stay
* * *
In my odyssey, I make myself who I am where I have been, what I have done you may fall at my feet you may, one look at me and forever more, deny you have ever seen me
because I did, the things I have done
in hope of you, believing you would, if I did not, turn me away
I ripped apart innocent life, I allowed I conceived life and I myself murdered.
And everything in me every thought, every cell, every motion every flow, somewhere in there, it screams & cries I was meant to I was born to I was meant to protect & sustain & give, not death, but life not to murder not rip apart,
regrets? and what’s the use?
it’s the same same, same, same,
same fear, you are too good for me, you wount take a second look
at me
the things I have done, thinking I have done it all, so you would not run away from me, but next to me stay, instead I have learned it is all in vain, it is my life, all I do now, is live my life,
hanging on by the hope, that you will, that it will all be ok, and you will come, and your coming
make all this pain will
has been worth it,
and your coming alone, worth it all
worthy of me worthy of you.
and you in spite of all I have done, at my side choose to stay. * * *
Dear Dios! In my search, my journey my odyssey,
looking for my mother & a father, to love me & care for me & protect me, from dangers, of which I know not, walking straight into them, a mother and a father I have not, and never had,
looking for my faithful lover, many substitutes, untrue and false, but HIM, I hang onto the hope, soon, or the day before I die, I shall find,
looking for my child my babies, I have myself murdered, I myself ripped apart my own self, my heart my body, my mind,
I did not know, my Dios, you never were kind enough to send me, a true mother, nor a father, I am at the end, and back at the very same beginning, Dear Dios, please, someone to truly truly Love me, at the end, all I find is again only I.
And You Dios, thou
You, GoD, are all I have, me, I & You, to talk to, to love, to hope for, and to hate & to blame. So please, please, love me, take care of me now. Love me now
I am frightened,
And now I am lost the Lostest one of them all, I have been faithfull, done the best I could think, you wanted me to do, now, i am lost, it was not what you wanted, All I have done?
Please take away, take away this fright, help me, where to go? carry me until i can see my own way, or stay with me at my side forever, help me, care for me, like a mother and a father should care for me show me the way stay with me be my faithfull lover all powerful my lover, always seeing that in my heart there is no evil only me, my love, my hope and sometimes I dont know any better and if I did, if I knew if I understood how if I understood how I would only me, my love, my hope my understanding the best I am capable of today and today and not tomorrow messing up now and understanding tomorrow with all the wounds and pain understanding after it is too late what kind of a GoD are you anyway?
Give me the wisdom you promiseD not tomorrow, but today, give your love, your care, I submit, I have nothing else, nothing else to believe nothing else to have, in your love promised, into your arms, all a flash of my imagination, am I really, really alone ? forever was, ever will ?
without the idea of you, without my pretend, childish, imaginary, idea of you, my GoD, I have nothing, no reason to live, so please, please, find some way, any way to tell me, because I am not, I am not real, I do not exist, all of this this life & me are just a stupid, pointless, scary dream, please tell me, you, my DioS, tell me YoU, are ReaL ? ...
* * * home is where ? home is what ? there is no such place .
the heart is , but where ? where ? ¿is? my heart ?
looking for my babies , whom , instead of welcoming , I murdered
I have nothing to be cared about , and nothing to care for .
do I have a heart ? do I have a right ? to ask ? could I ever ? did I ever have a chance ? to have one ?
what ? what is the reason ? for my existence ? it seems , I really trully do exist, this is not a Question but why ? what for ? who am I good for ? who am I good ? to ? why ? how ? & would I ?
for directions you ask me, honey, I am more lost, the most, the lostest , more then anyone .
everyone thinks they know , going somewhere , direction or not , me ? completely lost , not even going where ? Lost and Stuck in all the Questions Do I have a Right ? To have a HearT ? to ask ? to Exist , to breathe ? why ? do i have this RighT ?
And lets say - I do,
that central question, the point, but not the answer , but the point, the question, never to be answered, accept in life spent in endless pursuit in search, running around it forever asking never to have the answer , I exist, it seems, in spite of or in order to ask it, but then , do I have a right to ask ? for shelter , for food , whatever brought , my existence into being , god , science , elements playing , forming patterns , me , this pattern , wants shelter , wants food , without these there is no existence , with or without answers nor questions , I exist , why ? to live , to breathe ? to exist ? why ? to search & journey , endlessly , without beginning , without ending , for someones love ? to shelter me & feed me ? but why ? and whose ? HIS ? GoD’s ? or MinE ?
* * * and what is Love ? if mine, if my own , what is Love ? is this Existence ? is it same as Love ? elusive, undefinable , untennable , but real , real , real , so real , in a thousand years very few bother asking , doubting Love no one knows what it is but no one not a single one knows not how to live without it.
* * * my Existence ? my Love ? same as Equals ?
this is all pointless , and the meaning is where ? and what is it ?
* * * and these funny things ‘words’ all I have to define one is more and undefined and words to define in a circle one off of another only in contrast to each other do they even exist, at all and then another contrasts this word to a different circle them me and then we fight over ? what ?
* * * and this is how I feel I am a ‘word’ ellusive one minute here and real irreplaceable and reall and powerful,
& next minute slipping to where? why? do I care? who? who? who? what? am I?
* * * circling on the same circle, well, at least, seeing as I am, obviously not going anywhere, at least tell me the whole circle with me on it circling head so so spinning yippeeee! yey! is the whole circle at least moving going somewhere? somewhere better, I hope ?
* * * why ? for what silly stupid , or loaded with meaning ? what purpose ? and without shelter and food, room to spread wings, room to spread wings, mostly, mostly, mostly! [ not (why?), who cares, but ] HoW!?
and no answers, just questions in endless circles, no way I see to jump off of this stupid circe. somebody, somewhere, something , answer one question , of millions grains of sand , stars in the sky , answer , answer unanswerable just one . please , only one . ?
where is my beloved ? where is MY love ?
Where is my Brother ? where is my Sister ? where is my Mother ? where is my Father ? Where is a single one, willing , wanting to help me ? where is my Lover ? where is my Baby, my Child ?
!I! need , I AM ASKING , the directions where is ?I¿
* * *
yes, baby, I dont want to scare you talking about forevers, we both new always , ever present -
the promise of the two of us parting, not later, but, probably sooner,
too many differences,
and too much in common , together -
for now.
So, yes, baby,
there were moments of such goodness, extasy, &, yes, there were only about two or three, or a million? maybe
but, Amor,
in those moments of pure pleasure,
with the universe, with life,
time - it stopped,
an in those fleeting, eternity forevers, were here, endless inside this moment, now
unpredictable waters
strong & powerful currents beautiful, beautiful man, yes, yes, he is beautiful in his power over you, my Sister.
it seems we both, you & me both can not live without the power, the killing undertow, his furry unpredictable, beautiful, handsome in power power over you, my Sister
& you are, swept in him beautiful, and we can not live without His furious dark undertow
to struggle against to grow out of to understand own self, the good and the bad to know
and like the ocean, beautiful, overpowering, in his beauty, in his power, in his eternal ageless song, upon his shores the waves, the gentle, kissing tender touching, bathed in love, as long as, you are not stolen by the undertow, head smashed on a rock or drowned,
without the knowledge of the danger, the power, inside, would he be handsome at all ?
would the draw of it all overpower, bring you to your knees, make you want to nothing but to Him, submit ?
& my love, my Sister, how I wish I could, the impossible - see you be prepared, and in your place I wish but cautioned ? would not be
He is unpredictable waters, the under the current, the tow dark, dark and, oh, powerful, there is no threading, no walking in easy & careful, oh no
he takes you, grabs you, and that’s it, you are gone, away from me never again to be seen, until, the mood strikes your Poseidon, to return you to His shore
return a Woman, more beautiful then, Goddess of Love, larger then life, or, return your body against the rock broken your heart used up and shattered, bleeding and dying,
remains to be seen.
The Richness Of Being©
paintings of moods
words letters colors all over the paper in motion painting pictures
trips into the places where the mind plays around when I do not follow
why? why? why?
? take the world apart ¿
for every Angel there is Devil for every Devil there is Angel for every giver there is a taker for every taker, there is a giver for every victim there is an abuser for every abuser there is a victim.
for every God there is an Nonbeliever for every Unbeliever there is a God
everything I ever do is for You & still You escape me
this world came to be for Me & You & still You elude me
my thoughts strike lovely poses only to please
You
so do
tell me tell me tell me
tell me you are falling
falling falling falling
blank
I was trying not to want something whatever it was
trying not to long to be somewhere wherever that was
I was trying not to think about you whoether you are
where are you?
everything I ever do is for You
and still You escape me
this world came to be for me & You
and still You elude me
I imagine the day You are in my life and over take me
* as the ocean plays upon the shore an eternal & ageless song
so I shall wait for You
rocked softly within my sweet fairy dreams stories & fables tales told on Your . flute to the cadence of time
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